the build up

today has been kind of an emotional day already and its only 8:30 in the morning. 

my stomach is swooping and my heart is drumming a steady beat like i've been walking for miles

and my brain is just too exhausted to function and tell me "calm down"

i'm worried about you, and i'm worried about me and i'm really worried about us

but in the midst of it all, and despite it all, i'm also really happy.

my heart has never been so full and i haven't felt these emotions in a while

and i'm feeling like it might be a good day for a photoshoot.

so if something worthwhile comes out of todays work- i'll post.

see what you can find in them that words just can't explain.