thump thump.

well bloggers, tonight my heart is full.
the sky is hazy and the horizon uncertain,
and i can't seem to find my way to the stars
but i'm thinking maybe tonight is a good night
to think about change.
the christmas tree, each year, is never in the same place.
the stockings are always hung a little differently,
and the people all have a little more or less sparkle about them.
this year.. feels different.
i'm not even sure how to explain it
other than it feels solid.
not good or bad or sad or any other
equivalent emotion.
it feels solid and sure and it's possibly
what is keeping me going.
i know its there. i know its waiting.
i know that even for the next few minutes, i'm
fading into it.
pretty deep, huh?
this is what happens when the fog rolls in.
there is no fog in my mind tonight.
a parting thought:
we are all a part of tommorow.
or are we?
and who is to know.

oh. and merry early christmas.
10 days to ho-ho!
♥